I am 30M, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.
I am 30M, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.