Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I do not know why I am posting this, but I need to.
Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I do not know why I am posting this, but I need to.