Varun Jain

Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Mi saglyanna mhante ki mi theek aahe, pan kharach mi theek nahi. Majhe parents majhyavar khup trust kartat. Tyanna kharach mahit zala tar sagla tutel. Baherun life perfect diste, pan aat khup pressure aahe. Mala dream job milali, pan tari hi aat khup rikam vatata. He khup divasapasun manat hota.

Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main 33M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main 33M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Naanu 25M. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.

Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Ellarige nanu sari iddini anta helthini, aadre nijavagi sari illa. Nanage dream job sikthu, aadru manasu innoo empty anisutte. Naanu 25M. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.

Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I do not know why I am posting this, but I need to.

Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. My parents trust me so much. If they knew the truth about my life right now, everything would break. I got the job I prayed for, but somehow I feel emptier than before. I moved to a new city to start over, but my old fears came with me. I look happy in every photo, but I have not felt okay in months. I do not know why I am posting this, but I need to.

I broke someone's trust and acted like the victim.

I broke someone's trust and acted like the victim.

I said yes to a relationship just because I was lonely.

I said yes to a relationship just because I was lonely.

I broke someone's trust and acted like the victim.

I broke someone's trust and acted like the victim.