Sneha Mehta

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Main hass deti hoon taaki koi mere andar ka weight samajh na paaye. Kaafi dinon se yeh sab andar daba hua tha.

Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Njan 33F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.

Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Purathu kaanumbo life nannayi thonnam, ullil valiya struggle undu. Enikku dream job kitti, pakshe manassu innum valare shunyam aanu. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Njan 33F. Ellavarum njan strong aanu ennu vicharikkunnu, pakshe njan rathriyil thanichu karayunnu. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main 22F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main 22F hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Mujhe dream job mil gayi, phir bhi dil bilkul khali lag raha hai. Itne logon ke beech rehkar bhi main akeli feel karti hoon. Mere parents mujh par itna trust karte hain. Agar unhe sach pata chale toh sab toot jayega. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Bas dil halka karna tha.

I am 30M, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.

I am 30M, everyone thinks I am strong, but I cry every night after acting normal all day. I keep saying I am fine, but honestly I feel like I am disappearing in front of everyone. I smile through everything because I do not know how to explain how heavy life feels lately. I finally have the relationship I wanted, but my heart still feels restless and scared. Everyone calls me mature, but I am just tired and better at hiding my mess. I am surrounded by people every day and still feel painfully alone. This has been sitting in my chest for weeks.

Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Bas thodu man halka karvu hatu.

Mara parents mane khub trust kare chhe. Ene sach khabar pade toh badhu tootse. Hu badhane kahu chhu ke hu fine chhu, pan sach ma hu fine nathi. Ghana loko vachche hoy pan pan eklaapan bahu lage chhe. Bahar thi life sorted dekhay chhe, pan andar ghano pressure chhe. Mane mari dream job mali gayi, pan andar thi khali khali lage chhe. Bas thodu man halka karvu hatu.

Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main 20M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Main har kisi ko bolti hoon ki sab theek hai, par andar se bilkul theek nahi hoon. Meri life bahar se sorted lagti hai, par andar bahut noise chal raha hai. Sab bolte hain main mature hoon, par sach mein main sirf thak gayi hoon. Jo relationship chahiye tha woh mil gaya, par sukoon fir bhi nahi mila. Main 20M hoon, sabko lagta hai main strong hoon, par raat ko chupke ro leti hoon. Ye pehli baar hai jo main itna khulke bol rahi hoon.

Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.

Ente parents enne valare trust cheyyunnu. Sathiyam arinjhal ellam pizhachupokum. Njan ellavarkkum njan ok aanu ennu parayum, pakshe njan sherikkum ok alla. Njan agrahicha relationship kitti, pakshe samadhanam innum kittiyilla. Aalukalude idayil irunnalum njan valare lonely aanu. Ithokke njan aadyamayittu aanu ithra open ayi parayunnathu.

Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Naanu 20F. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.

Horage nodidre life perfect anisutte, olage tumba pressure ide. Janara madhye iddaru kooda nanu tumba lonely anisutte. Nange beku anta relationship bandide, aadre calm siglilla. Naanu 20F. Yellarigu naanu strong anisutte, aadre prati ratri nanu mounavagi althini. Swalpa manasu haguravagali anta post madtidini.